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My head is all over the place. I have been crying so much all weeek, I just do not know what to do.
On Monday Lee was offered a three bedroom house to rent and wants me and Carl to move in with him and Emma and I am so torn whether to do it or not. There are both good and bad reasons to it. Good, I won't be so isolated, be nearer to town and have something to do than just stay at home all day on the computer. Then theres leaving dad on his own, he is so busy I probably would not see him much and theres the money aspect too. Lee said I have to leave sometime and the longer I leave it the harder it will be. Grandma says it's not a good idea because we may end up falling out and theres the money. I'm so stuck, I mentioned it to dad and he has hardly said two words about it, if only I knew what he was thinking, he has always known what to do. And now I'm crying yet again. I want to talk to him about it, but I can't think about it without crying at the moment. What to do.
On Monday Lee was offered a three bedroom house to rent and wants me and Carl to move in with him and Emma and I am so torn whether to do it or not. There are both good and bad reasons to it. Good, I won't be so isolated, be nearer to town and have something to do than just stay at home all day on the computer. Then theres leaving dad on his own, he is so busy I probably would not see him much and theres the money aspect too. Lee said I have to leave sometime and the longer I leave it the harder it will be. Grandma says it's not a good idea because we may end up falling out and theres the money. I'm so stuck, I mentioned it to dad and he has hardly said two words about it, if only I knew what he was thinking, he has always known what to do. And now I'm crying yet again. I want to talk to him about it, but I can't think about it without crying at the moment. What to do.