Jan 18, 2005 11:13
I don't feel good today. I don't feel like doing anything. My stomach hurts, the kids screaming, my head hurts, and quite frankly I just want to bash my head up against this computer desk until I pass out in my own blood. Thats how just...shitty I feel today.
On the good side, I had a really nice weekend. Even though I wasn't with Sarah B., Nate, or Travis, I still had a good time. On Saturday, me, Kelly, Monika, and Jeff went skiing. It was freakin' awesome. I didn't fall really at all and I was able to keep up with everybody, which is amazing considering this is like my 4th time ever going skiing and everybody else has been skiing like for way longer. Sure with the snow blowers going and it blowing ice into your face kinda sucked sometimes, but we all had a really good time. Then Sunday I worked, it was alright. Then Monday had to get my psychology done, so I went to Kelly's, then slept for like 3 hours, and then decided to wake up and do homework. Finally finished it all, but I still have to do some stupid worksheet before tonight.
Today at 2:30 I'm gonna go tanning and get my eyebrows waxed (finally) with Skye,and then go to class tonight. Crap I totally forgot Monika is watching Hunter tonight. Ha, I have to call and remind her.
My head hurts so bad.
I'm so happy Hunter is finally asleep.
I have a lot on my mind, so I can't tell if its all my thinking or just my head hurting from being up all night with Hunter crying. Or maybe its both, I don't know.
I'm just so freakin' tired. I can feel this pressure rising and I don't wanna deal with it. God help me.
I need to get ready, Skye's coming over to play with Hunter so I can get some stuff done.