Bored.
I'm mad. I actually did my hair cause I thought me and Sarah B. were going to the mall but now we're not. I'm sad, cause in a few hours my hair will be to shit and I look half way nice for nothing. Oh well, at least I'm clean and refreshed from my shower!
It feels nice to be off from work today. Work last night was alright, I wanted to die for like 15 minutes cause we were so busy but it was alright. I came home and my step sister was still here with her baby. Baby started going crazy and I'm like ahh what do I do?!? My parents are like well you gotta learn to make them stop crying and I was like okay well she must be hungry and then everyone looked at me all stupid but noooo 5 minutes later they all realized that she was hungry and I was really right, I felt smart... =)
I got tons of baby clothes Saturday. It was fun. I bought this really awesome blanket thats so incredibly soft. If it was any bigger I'd steal it myself.
When my mom comes home I want to go look at cars again. I have devised a plan. If no cars show up by Friday, I'm calling this guy to get this Dodge Neon. I might not have it by the first day of school but I will have it dammit. Jesus.
Blahhhh.
Last night at work one of Josh's old friends came in and we talked for awhile. He made me feel better. He also said some other things that made me feel better too. I always have to realize that the things I think I'm truly not going overboard about. They are legitimate reasons and there is nothing wrong with feeling them. With all that being said, I think the way some of his family is feeling too is not really right. I think they're just trying to protect him. I'm not the bad guy here really after all.
It's not truly my fault that my ex boyfriend is a douche bag now is it?!?
Haha, I said douche.
Me and Joey talked for like two hours last night. We talked about college and growing up and stuff. Then we started talking about the past and just funny ass stuff. He makes me laugh hardcore. We kept on going on and on about how like he's in college now and we're getting old. It's kinda sad. Seems like yesterday we were all still in middle school. Now they're off to college making something of their lives and I'm off having kids and attempting to make something of my life at the same time. Kinda scary. Then we talked about old friends we used to have and like how half of them are total freaks who are crackheads and stuff and its weird. We are getting old.
I'm listening to Deftones and thinking about it makes me think about snowboarding in California and its making me smile. Like really freakin' big. I'm going to try and make a point to go snowboarding once a month this winter. Since last winter I went every weekend and it was like this release I want to go once a month since my time will be taken up with the baby and such. And with Jeff being on ski patrol, can you say free passes?!?! I want to get better. Really bad. I was starting to get okay but then the season ended. I was mad. And when season was ending I started to just do regular skiing so w/e, snowboarding rules.
I can't believe by this time next week, we'll be done with our first day back at school. I'm so nervous.
I must go, because I want to eat food.
Food=Alyssa's good friend.
Haha.
It feels nice to be off from work today. Work last night was alright, I wanted to die for like 15 minutes cause we were so busy but it was alright. I came home and my step sister was still here with her baby. Baby started going crazy and I'm like ahh what do I do?!? My parents are like well you gotta learn to make them stop crying and I was like okay well she must be hungry and then everyone looked at me all stupid but noooo 5 minutes later they all realized that she was hungry and I was really right, I felt smart... =)
I got tons of baby clothes Saturday. It was fun. I bought this really awesome blanket thats so incredibly soft. If it was any bigger I'd steal it myself.
When my mom comes home I want to go look at cars again. I have devised a plan. If no cars show up by Friday, I'm calling this guy to get this Dodge Neon. I might not have it by the first day of school but I will have it dammit. Jesus.
Blahhhh.
Last night at work one of Josh's old friends came in and we talked for awhile. He made me feel better. He also said some other things that made me feel better too. I always have to realize that the things I think I'm truly not going overboard about. They are legitimate reasons and there is nothing wrong with feeling them. With all that being said, I think the way some of his family is feeling too is not really right. I think they're just trying to protect him. I'm not the bad guy here really after all.
It's not truly my fault that my ex boyfriend is a douche bag now is it?!?
Haha, I said douche.
Me and Joey talked for like two hours last night. We talked about college and growing up and stuff. Then we started talking about the past and just funny ass stuff. He makes me laugh hardcore. We kept on going on and on about how like he's in college now and we're getting old. It's kinda sad. Seems like yesterday we were all still in middle school. Now they're off to college making something of their lives and I'm off having kids and attempting to make something of my life at the same time. Kinda scary. Then we talked about old friends we used to have and like how half of them are total freaks who are crackheads and stuff and its weird. We are getting old.
I'm listening to Deftones and thinking about it makes me think about snowboarding in California and its making me smile. Like really freakin' big. I'm going to try and make a point to go snowboarding once a month this winter. Since last winter I went every weekend and it was like this release I want to go once a month since my time will be taken up with the baby and such. And with Jeff being on ski patrol, can you say free passes?!?! I want to get better. Really bad. I was starting to get okay but then the season ended. I was mad. And when season was ending I started to just do regular skiing so w/e, snowboarding rules.
I can't believe by this time next week, we'll be done with our first day back at school. I'm so nervous.
I must go, because I want to eat food.
Food=Alyssa's good friend.
Haha.