Apr 14, 2005 20:55
grr...i'm soo mad at myself!
how the heck do i expect myself to get through in life, when i continue to repeat mistakes that i should have learned from the first time it happend.
ugh! i really need to lessen my pride and be more humble.
i'm so frustrating to myself and i really know how to piss myself off.
i need to be patient and help myself understand that there is a time for everything.
the key word is PATIENCE!
the date tomorrow is April 15, 2005 and that will be the day of the beginning of a new beginning.
i know that sounds pretty corny, but i can't mess up anymore.
you're only given so many chances, and i don't want to take the risk of having to find out how many more chances i have. =/
i'm so sorry mom <3<3<3 love you.
- S. rae