Dec 21, 2005 00:03
Alyssa.
Dont let other people control YOUR life.
Or YOUR emotions.
Fuck Brodie. Fuck Shane.
You dont care.
You need affirmations.
Just keep telling yourself that you are independent and you will start believing it. It works for Jessica in beauty school.
My life is going pretty well.
I am fairly happy.
And anything that it going wrong is fairly fixable.
Except for the whole college dibacle.
Not sure that I am doing.
And since I cant spell dibacle...
I am not even getting in.
I think I am going to go to OC for a year and then transfer or something.
Not sure.
Not sure that I even want to be sure.
Except I know that someday I will be going to Evergreen State College.
Someday I will be a journalist.
And, someday I will be an adult.
Right now...
School and work.
Only a hand full of you know.
But thats how I want it.
Because if word gets out...
I am going to have a big burly chick trying to kick my ass.
Seasons Greetings
and
Happy Holidays.
(I am working on being PC, nig.)