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well, gotta write something down, but can't find the right words.
i guess i've been too out of touch, should i open up, be what i was? have i become someone else? i mean, not in a bad way, just something has changed in me.
i'm always trying to protect myself from being hurt, always keeping my mouth zipped, never talking about how i'm feeling. i thought that was the right way to behavior, not showing feelings, keeping them safe inside me, but it is not looking like the right thing to do right now.
maybe i just should tell everything is going through my head..
oh fuck off, someone just pissed me off so bad right now, i'm not in the mood to write anything else.
i guess i've been too out of touch, should i open up, be what i was? have i become someone else? i mean, not in a bad way, just something has changed in me.
i'm always trying to protect myself from being hurt, always keeping my mouth zipped, never talking about how i'm feeling. i thought that was the right way to behavior, not showing feelings, keeping them safe inside me, but it is not looking like the right thing to do right now.
maybe i just should tell everything is going through my head..
oh fuck off, someone just pissed me off so bad right now, i'm not in the mood to write anything else.