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yesterday turned out to be so much better than i thought it would be...
track meet was awesome even though glendale sucks. our 4x4 team was amazing and i love the 300 hurdles! i qualified to go to a meet in cali. on april 16, i don't know if the coaches want me to go or not.. if i go i'd have to run the 400 meter hurdles, yikes, that's scary to even think about!
i wish a couple things had gone a little smoother though. i just find myself continually second guessing everything-- and i have so much say but i just can't find a way to say it all --
but i love being reassured, and the reassurance seems to come at the right times, when i need it the most-- it makes me feel like i haven't screwed everything up ... i just don't want to let go <3
track meet was awesome even though glendale sucks. our 4x4 team was amazing and i love the 300 hurdles! i qualified to go to a meet in cali. on april 16, i don't know if the coaches want me to go or not.. if i go i'd have to run the 400 meter hurdles, yikes, that's scary to even think about!
i wish a couple things had gone a little smoother though. i just find myself continually second guessing everything-- and i have so much say but i just can't find a way to say it all --
but i love being reassured, and the reassurance seems to come at the right times, when i need it the most-- it makes me feel like i haven't screwed everything up ... i just don't want to let go <3