Day dreams 2
I stood absolutely still my eyes threatening to bulge right out of my head. He stared at me waiting for an answer. He hovered over me eyes blazing. I couldn’t find the words to answer him with though I was so shocked.
“Well, Rachel did you cheat on me?” He growled in a low voice. He had made up his mind already though. According to him, I was guilty. I had cheated on him with a monster of the fey. Though he didn’t know he was a fey and not a man. The same fey that threatened to kill Steven if I didn’t sleep with him. So is it really cheating if I had sex to save someone’s life? No it was still rape. I didn’t want to so it had to be rape. I shook my head, my lips trembling, my eyes pouring tears.
“No I didn’t want to! I said no! I said no!” I cried everyone in the room feel silent through their whispers staring at my breakdown while my tattoo converted my deep inner pain into feed for the Dark Fey community. My knees gave out as I covered my face as I fell to the ground curling into a ball. Everyone quietly watched their eyes full of pity and some with anger. A few familiar faces moved closer concerned with my sudden drop. I sobbed softly to myself barely hearing Steven when he spoke.
“Oh Taylor,” He murmured dropping to his knees beside me. He gently wrapped his arms around me. I sobbed against his chest. First my family then the rapes from part of my own kind, would the constant emptiness and pain ever stop. Rabbit walked through the double doors of the game room eyes searching for me. I was the youngest of his siblings after all.
“Taylor,” Rabbit whispered when he spotted me in a heat covered by the protective embrace of Steven. Rabbit knelt down beside me and Steven. He glared at Steven attempting to pull me away from him but I cried out and clung to Steven with dear life looking at Rabbit with a pained expression mixed with an expression of hatred. It was his fault they did this to me to us it had to be someone’s fault and it wasn’t mine. He was the only one to blame that was there at that moment. Rabbit flinched at my glare and I went back to sobbing and silently asking Steven for forgiveness. Steven held me tight as I begged silently for Rabbit to make the man stop coming to me while I was asleep in bed. To make him stop whispering sweet nothings, to stop him from touching me, hurting me, to stop him from tormenting my dreams but Rabbit could stop nothing it would continue to happen again and again until the man got bored of me and either ended my life or disappeared. Steven held me tight once more his eyes traveling questioningly to Rabbit.