hmm.. lots to talk about..
Well, lots of stuff has been happening. I FINALLY hung out with David! YAH! lol It was super fun, we went to the mall with Cody and Linds (which are now a couple. lol) So cute 2gether. :D
Umm...There is a BUNCH of us supposed to be going to the movies on Friday.. hopefully David and Cody can come, which I think they can. Umm.. other things at school are going pretty well, and then some other things arent.
*cough* boys *cough* lol
Umm.. today was REALLY good and then I got REALLY upset. lol It was really awkward, I feel like I have no control over my emotions or feelings anymore. lol Its really hard getting over someone when so much crap has happened between the two people.
Okay, so this is what happened, or how I should explain my feelings.. Well I went out with this kid and he broke up with me, well lots of crap has happened and I still like him, and no matter how hard I try to get over him I just cant. I have even like "talked" or dated other people, like 3 people!! lol (some of it was over spring break.. bad mistakes!!! lol)..and I am still not over this kid. I dont know what is wrong with me, no matter how HARD I try to get over him.. my heart is like still hanging on and I DONT UNDERSTAND IT! Its driving me insane!!! LOL
Its really weird, omgosh.. Kim had some quotes today in franz that like totally explains how I feel. lol It was crazy how things like that happen..
Umm. it was just about like how much you like someone and you no your only gonna be friends. And stuff like, the worst thing is dreaming about someone you love and realizing that when you wake up they arent there with you or something. it was really SAD! lol
But yeah.. hmm.. Dave called me today, it was funny, he was like Did I talk to much yesterday.. HAHA I told him no it was funny and it was entertaining.. lol Cuz I really thought it was. It was pretty fun, I think I laughed the whole time, which is a GOOD sign! lol He is sooo cute, he was like.. yeah I miss Cody and I was like.. aw!! lol :D :P
Yeah, well hmm.. I'm FINALLY 17, I will be getting my car soon.. well during summer, but school gets out in like 5 days so its all good. I'm glad cuz then maybe it will be easier to get over someone, but then I will feel like crap because I wont get to even talk to him or see him.. But I duno. I just wish we could actually talk!! That drives me insane! lol
Umm.. I get my car when my bro leaves for the marines.. which is way to far away! lol I want a car NOW!!! I'm so sick of not having a car and being able to leave when I want!! And I start working for my Uncle soon.. and I think I am babysitting over the summer too.. So hopefully I will be making lots of money! :D $$$$
Well I cant think of anything else to write about so i guess thats about it. :D
Talk to ya l8er
<3 Rachel
Umm...There is a BUNCH of us supposed to be going to the movies on Friday.. hopefully David and Cody can come, which I think they can. Umm.. other things at school are going pretty well, and then some other things arent.
*cough* boys *cough* lol
Umm.. today was REALLY good and then I got REALLY upset. lol It was really awkward, I feel like I have no control over my emotions or feelings anymore. lol Its really hard getting over someone when so much crap has happened between the two people.
Okay, so this is what happened, or how I should explain my feelings.. Well I went out with this kid and he broke up with me, well lots of crap has happened and I still like him, and no matter how hard I try to get over him I just cant. I have even like "talked" or dated other people, like 3 people!! lol (some of it was over spring break.. bad mistakes!!! lol)..and I am still not over this kid. I dont know what is wrong with me, no matter how HARD I try to get over him.. my heart is like still hanging on and I DONT UNDERSTAND IT! Its driving me insane!!! LOL
Its really weird, omgosh.. Kim had some quotes today in franz that like totally explains how I feel. lol It was crazy how things like that happen..
Umm. it was just about like how much you like someone and you no your only gonna be friends. And stuff like, the worst thing is dreaming about someone you love and realizing that when you wake up they arent there with you or something. it was really SAD! lol
But yeah.. hmm.. Dave called me today, it was funny, he was like Did I talk to much yesterday.. HAHA I told him no it was funny and it was entertaining.. lol Cuz I really thought it was. It was pretty fun, I think I laughed the whole time, which is a GOOD sign! lol He is sooo cute, he was like.. yeah I miss Cody and I was like.. aw!! lol :D :P
Yeah, well hmm.. I'm FINALLY 17, I will be getting my car soon.. well during summer, but school gets out in like 5 days so its all good. I'm glad cuz then maybe it will be easier to get over someone, but then I will feel like crap because I wont get to even talk to him or see him.. But I duno. I just wish we could actually talk!! That drives me insane! lol
Umm.. I get my car when my bro leaves for the marines.. which is way to far away! lol I want a car NOW!!! I'm so sick of not having a car and being able to leave when I want!! And I start working for my Uncle soon.. and I think I am babysitting over the summer too.. So hopefully I will be making lots of money! :D $$$$
Well I cant think of anything else to write about so i guess thats about it. :D
Talk to ya l8er
<3 Rachel