Feb 28, 2006 18:41
well ur gonna guess who I am gonna talk about! Lol PAUL! :D
And my other friends too.. :D Umm.. We are supposedly going out to dinner this thursday, like basically the same people from noblemans except a lil more and maybe a lil less? haha We dont really know yet.. Umm.. I dont think Paul can go tho.. and Adam cant go! :'( SoRrY! I wanted him to come too, but he cant.. :\
Anyways, I hope everyone else can come!! Otherwise I am going to be very upset.. its not turning out the way we wanted it too.. Hopefully we can do it again soon and EVERYONE can make it!
**Hmm.. what else, PaUl! He is such a cutie pie.. lol okay that doesnt sound manly, im glad he doesnt read this! HAH! :P hahahahahah!
He kissed me before 2nd hour, it was really cute, HE ALWAYS SUPRISES ME! I never know when he's going to. I think its spurr of the moment! lol Then when school was over today and I was saying bye to him, he kissed me on the forehead! :D It made me feel all giggly.. haha or giddy whatever.. It's something thats hard to put into words!
And stupid Melissa kryztic was like.. whats up with you and Paul Nieman.. and I'm like looking at her, and I said nothing, I wanted to say, dont talk to me bitch, its none of your business dirty ho! lol :D But I am a nice person! :P sometimes.. hehe
*I feel kinda of weird around his locker because of Matt and Nathan, everytime I walk over to paul and he hugs me, nathan walks away and then so does Matt.. lol It's actually pretty funny but.. I dunno.
-I was trying to just go walk or stand by Paul and wait for him to grab me to hug him.. lol which he did a couple times.. but, I am testing him to see if he really even wants me at his locker! lol
I dont know anything and so I am kind of in the dark on the whole situation! It's really confusing for me.. Cuz I really like him, but I dont want him to get sick of me or anything like that, like.. what if he doesnt like me coming to his locker all the time? Cuz I mean, you dont just tell someone to stop doing that!?!?
It's really hard liking someone, but atleast this time I'm actually involved with him and I know he likes me too and I'm not just standing from a distance obsessing over him like other people do. lol I am in the game! haha.. that was SOO dumb! Lol but its okay..
I kinda wish we would kiss a lil more, but I mean, we have only been like talking for how many days? lol.. like... 5 maybe? lol
I am really excited for the 4 day weekend, hopefully I will be able to hang out with him. If he wants to.. :\ I would hope he wants to! I told him that I wanted to hang out over the weekend.. so he knows!
I AM SOOO IMPATIENT! I really want to know what he's thinking.. I really want to write him a note.. lol should I? Be like, hey so whats going on with us.. lol But then wouldnt it be awkward when I go to his locker?
I need some advice people! lol
Well I guess I will go because I dont have anything else to talk about...
ttyl
Rachel Leigh <3
wonder what enthralled means? lol