bad day...
This week has been so crappy.. I dont know why, well okay I know why but.. lets not go there.
He's leaving for the marines (not my brother, im not talking about him) and I am starting to write him a letter for when he leaves! lol Even tho its not for another 6 months (when he leaves) lol
So anyways, yeah thats alot of why I am not in a good mood. But I have been holding in my tears and I think they are going to be coming out soon, I will prolly cry myself to sleep tonight. its just time to cry, I can't hold my feelings in for very long, I'm to emotional. lol But atleast I dont cry everyday! lol And I'm glad I dont cry at school cuz I get really embarrased and last time that happened, he was like.. what I didnt do anything!!? and He knew exactly what he was doing! JACK ASS! lol
Anyways!! Omgosh I read this thing again and it made me tear up really bad:
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?:
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or Saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs.
Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own........when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.
Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us. But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger. Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.
* What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?
*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
*What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore)
*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?
What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?
People live, but people die. And I want to tell you that you are a friend. If you died tomorrow (God Forbid), you would be in my heart. Would I be in yours? If you care about me as much as I care about you, you will send this back You might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next, and don't want to talk at all the year after that. So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life, I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you.
Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend, someday you might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all, just remember this e-mail and take comfort in knowing somebody out there cares about you and .. always will.. I LOVE YOU!!!!
It's sooo sad! lol It makes me cry because thats how I feel right know, not about the friends thing, its mostly about a guy. lol
I'm gonna try and put this pic in.. but it might not work.. but oh well, I'll try both of them and see if they work.. its really cute! lol
[IMG]http://i9.photobucket.com/albums/a69/MissRachel07/pinkheartdesign.jpg[/IMG]
He's leaving for the marines (not my brother, im not talking about him) and I am starting to write him a letter for when he leaves! lol Even tho its not for another 6 months (when he leaves) lol
So anyways, yeah thats alot of why I am not in a good mood. But I have been holding in my tears and I think they are going to be coming out soon, I will prolly cry myself to sleep tonight. its just time to cry, I can't hold my feelings in for very long, I'm to emotional. lol But atleast I dont cry everyday! lol And I'm glad I dont cry at school cuz I get really embarrased and last time that happened, he was like.. what I didnt do anything!!? and He knew exactly what he was doing! JACK ASS! lol
Anyways!! Omgosh I read this thing again and it made me tear up really bad:
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?:
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or Saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs.
Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own........when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.
Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us. But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger. Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.
* What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?
*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
*What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore)
*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?
What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?
People live, but people die. And I want to tell you that you are a friend. If you died tomorrow (God Forbid), you would be in my heart. Would I be in yours? If you care about me as much as I care about you, you will send this back You might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next, and don't want to talk at all the year after that. So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life, I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you.
Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend, someday you might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all, just remember this e-mail and take comfort in knowing somebody out there cares about you and .. always will.. I LOVE YOU!!!!
It's sooo sad! lol It makes me cry because thats how I feel right know, not about the friends thing, its mostly about a guy. lol
I'm gonna try and put this pic in.. but it might not work.. but oh well, I'll try both of them and see if they work.. its really cute! lol
[IMG]http://i9.photobucket.com/albums/a69/MissRachel07/pinkheartdesign.jpg[/IMG]
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