I don't want to be

Oct 30, 2004 12:41

Wow, my status hasn't been consistant in the past month. I haven't had a decent relationship with anyone. That's including everyone, my friends, my family, and those significant others. I've been stressing too much over things that shouldn't matter to me. But I'm glad everything is starting to clear up. I don't want live a dramatic life. That's all I'm really asking for. Besides being grounded for little stupid shit, and not being able to talk to those I need to clear things up with...I'd say I'm doing really well. Staying strong and true to myself. I guess I let the little things get in the way of my priorities. Which is something I don't normally do. They say theres a first time for everything, I guess this is mine. I really hope things work out this time.

So my best friend and I have been growing closer everyday. I trust him more than anything now. He's probably the only person who I can rely on to tell me if my hair looks like crap or not. The only person who can tell me the truth about anything. And if you didn't know, I love honesty. I like being around people who aren't afraid to tell it like it is, the truth. Plain and simple.

"Until now, in spite of everything, I had welcomed each new day as though it were a new life, where all past failures and problems were erased, and all future possibilities and joys open and available, to be achieved probably before the night fell again."
-Knowles
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