love is weird
Why is it that we spent half our lives searching for our "perfact match"? dateing is one of the most addictive drugs in the world. Before you get your first taste life is simple, then after you've felt the rush of holding someones hand or being kissed for the first time your hooked. Then its just downhill form there .The more you do the deeper you get. Why do we invest so much emotions into someone we barely know? we tell them everything, we change for them, we sleep with them, and then we leave them.only to find someone new to start all over again. I would call myself a dateing addict of the worst kind. I meet them, I get to know them in a matter and share a great bond. after a few weeks the thrill is gone and its on to the next high. no one has stuck in my mind very long exept for jason. other then that its just been new experiances. I dont know when the high ends, or if we dont just get so addicted to it that we cant live with out it, so we settle. ive been having a strange out look on relationship. everyone i know moves so quickely form one relationship to another. Each one so emotionaly invested, then a week later its forgotten. Its just strange to me thats all. Rite now i like a guy whos chances of me dateing are very slim, i dont even know why i even think about it, but i do. emotions are weird. their a part of you, but you have no controll over them.yet they tend to run some peoples lives.