Hello Everybody!
I know I haven't really update much. It is just...typing a post entry in this lj has become pointless because I have noticed people do not give a shit to read yours any more. I rememeber when I was 14 or 15, I would type up lj a long entry of my week, day, or my emotions every other day. Everybody'll particapate and express their advices or thoughts. Now, I am 22 and its less meaniful to type.
I wonder if all of us forgot who our orignal friends were? I mean, the people who were really there for us all through hs. I realized today, all of my HS friends and I dont have a bond any more just because we all got into in our life so much instead of wondering about others. My boyfriend told me today, why are you always missing back home? I said...its my home. its where I know everything by heart.
Dont get me wrong, I LOVE living with my boyfriend, and being in oregon. It is just...the people here were raised to think of themself and being independent. IT IS GOOD, yes. I have learned that. However,Northwest is a family breed, no offense. Theres no women night out, no slumber parties, no pajamas random nights. That is why I really miss back home, FL or Calif. We would get together, drink, and dress up on random nights. Here....WORKALOCHOLIC, TOO SELFISH, and find friendship worthless.
Not all of people are like that here, but it just seem so. I feel like I am too HAPPY and TOO motivated to host any thing..but in return, Im always dispoannted.
I just...hope in two years compeleting my bachelors, I will be at where I want to be.
hmm..I know people will read this and say..oh well, thats life. Yeah. :)
I wonder if all of us forgot who our orignal friends were? I mean, the people who were really there for us all through hs. I realized today, all of my HS friends and I dont have a bond any more just because we all got into in our life so much instead of wondering about others. My boyfriend told me today, why are you always missing back home? I said...its my home. its where I know everything by heart.
Dont get me wrong, I LOVE living with my boyfriend, and being in oregon. It is just...the people here were raised to think of themself and being independent. IT IS GOOD, yes. I have learned that. However,Northwest is a family breed, no offense. Theres no women night out, no slumber parties, no pajamas random nights. That is why I really miss back home, FL or Calif. We would get together, drink, and dress up on random nights. Here....WORKALOCHOLIC, TOO SELFISH, and find friendship worthless.
Not all of people are like that here, but it just seem so. I feel like I am too HAPPY and TOO motivated to host any thing..but in return, Im always dispoannted.
I just...hope in two years compeleting my bachelors, I will be at where I want to be.
hmm..I know people will read this and say..oh well, thats life. Yeah. :)