Thoughts and thoughts
So instead of lettting all of this float through my head, i thought id write/type it out.
I have compiled a list of things that remind me of you. Maybe that i get this out i wont cry everytime i see/think about them.
- My lava lamp
- My "The Academy Is" poster.
- My broken antenna
- My broken lights on the gear shift
- My compartment with all the little notes we wrote
- "All the things ive done-the killers
- Jaegerbombs and Redbull n Vodka
- Your silver chain
- your berry smelling hair
- Every camera i own
- Downtown
- Togarashi--he kills me the most
- Taproot
- the end of my driveway
- i see your stupid car everywhere
- Suspension.. you ruined my favorite CD
- my bed
- brackenburry court
- the smell of a cigarette
- pumping gas.. ill miss this the most of all
- cheese and crackers
- Buffalo Wild Wings
- Five Steps
- that stupid hump you drive fast over
- my beautifully trimmed grass on hte driveway
- carowinds
- scarowinds
- 6*10 the day i was introduced to the person who would change my life
- 6*22 the first time i hung out with my best friend
- 8*5. the best kiss of my life
- 12*3. you screwed me up.
- 12*12 friendship was over.
This isn't helping.. i could go on forever
No one. No one. Will ever get me like you did.
You promised me you would never hurt me again.
I fell head over heels for my best friend.. my one fault.
ill always have that place for you
Im sorry i was never good enough for you. I tried my hardest.
So this is how it goes Well I, I would have never known And if it ends today Well I'll still say that you shine brighter Than anyone Now I think we're taking this too far Don't you know that it's not this hard Well it's not this hard But if you take what's yours then I'll take mine Must we go there Please not this time, no not this time Well this is not your fault But if I'm without you Then I will feel so small And if you have to go Always know that you shine brighter Than anyone does Now I think we're taking this too far Don't you know that it's not this hard Well it's not this hard But if you take what's yours then I'll take mine Must we go there Please not this time, no not this time If you run away now Will you come back around And if you ran away I'd still wave goodbye Watching you shine bright Now I think we're taking this too far Don't you know that it's not this hard Well it's not this hard But if you take what's yours then I'll take mine Must we go there Please not this time, no not this time I'd wave goodbye Watching you shine bright I'll wave goodbye tonight*
To clear it up. i could have lived with just being friends.
AND YOU DID KNOW WHAT YOU WERE DOING.
And if you lied to me to get what you wanted, you will burn.
And after i was there for you all that time when the world was screwing you over, and i helped you every step of the way, and you knew i would always be there no matter what. You took advantage of that. And how do you repay me? You screw me over. You choose the people that only care about you when you have something over everything we had. Karmas a bitch. I hope you're happy with the decisions you've made.
I hope everytime you think of me its good. I hope I didn't leave you with the many bad dreams you left me. I always thought you'd be my good dream forever. I was wrong.
your memories haunt my dreams and waking moments
After i was with you through everystep she put you through, you turn around and do to me what she did to you. I hope you've realized that.
one more thing.
I Love You.