love/ hate list

[misspocahontas]

I love that Mckenzie calls me with Miles on the phone, and all he does is meow. (Miles is that guy I met at the Redroom in Oct, and fell in love with, until he wouldn't go away)

I hate that Mckenzie doesn't have a phone.

I hate that my Dad is being a jerk, and going back on some of his promises, and is trying to guilt me out of moving away bc I have "too many bills".

I love that I don't fucking care and that I'm going to move anyway.

I love that Jessa is SUPPOSED to be driving with me across the country.

I love/ hate the internet. It ruins lives. But I don't know what I'd do without it.

I hate that I trust no one.

I love that Brent decides to magically pop back into my life, and give me advice.

I hate that I have credit card debt.

I hate that I still make bad decisions.

I love that I have my mom in my life still.

I hate that I don't talk to Dallas anymore.

I hate that I let guys sweet talk me.

I hate that I don't know exactly what I want to do with my life.

I love that I don't need a boy/man/boyfriend/husband to make me feel like I am worth something.

I love my dog, and hate that I can't bring her with me.

I hate cold weather.

I hate when random dudes message me and send me their phone number.

I hate that 99.5% of band dudes are skeezy and sketchy as fuck.

I love living by the ocean.

I love city lights and big cities.

I love to travel and be somewhere new.

I love being a stranger in a place, and knowing no one.

I love making new friends.

I hate when ex's pop back into my life.

I hate when I suddenly lose interest in a guy I like.

I hate getting tattooed, but love having the tattoos.

I hate that I never get to see my little sister.

I hate that my family doesn't really talk to me.

I hate that the economy sucks so bad.

I hate that I didn't stay in Florida until I had my Associates, bc I'd be done with school right now.

okay enough of this.
i got bored.
sorry.