I want a change of scenery

[misspocahontas]

These past few days have been way stressful.

I'm so lost, so confused.

I'm so glad that I'll be in California this time next week. I need an escape from things, again.
I don't understand why I always feel the need to leave, to get away. I shouldn't have to feel like I need to leave to claim my sanity.

I've lost sight of who I am, and who I want to become.

I just want to feel content, and happy.
I just want to feel overwhelmed with love.

I don't want to feel like I'm wasting my time.
I don't want to feel like I'm just there because you don't have anyone else.

I don't like not knowing exactly how someone feels, makes me feel like they don't feel anything.