I hate this
I hate being so uncomfortable in my own apartment. I feel like I'm just trapped in my room when I walk into the living room everyone get quiet and looks at me till I leave. I feel like I'm an outcast.
Man I just want to call her. I just don't have it in me. I really wish I had someone to just shoot the shit with though. Man I make myself so confused. I wish I just had someone...
Well I guess the rest of the night I'll just cry in my room while a bunch of people get drunk in my living room.
One last thing... I'm still really pissed off at myself for what I did last weekend.
Man I just want to call her. I just don't have it in me. I really wish I had someone to just shoot the shit with though. Man I make myself so confused. I wish I just had someone...
Well I guess the rest of the night I'll just cry in my room while a bunch of people get drunk in my living room.
One last thing... I'm still really pissed off at myself for what I did last weekend.