BEWARE ALL HAPPY PEOPLE: EMO ENTRY
I'm beginning to feel like I'm unraveling again, in a big way...in a sophomore year, october of junior year kinda way...just slower...my self-confidence is way down, I've fasted a few times, at first because I didn't have time or forgot to eat and then because I felt I should. Kinda wish I was going somewhere further, kinda glad I'm not. I KNOW I'm the only one who can change my self-esteem and my attitude and my luck, but it's just not something I have the will to make myself do, plus the fact that I have SO little time, what w/ work, learning how to drive, finding out how to get my books, packing for school, taking my loan counseling exam, and trying to resign myself to various unfortunates in the name of support. I'm scared, I'm lonely, and I'm worried, and I don't see the right solution.
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On the bright side, one thing's done: back to school clothing shopping; now if only the booklets would stop talking about the freshman 15, I'd feel a little better about my choices...but I'm happy w/ my clothes because new clothes are just super-exciting. :-P
Later and....Lots of Love,
mayme
END OF EMO ENTRY:
On the bright side, one thing's done: back to school clothing shopping; now if only the booklets would stop talking about the freshman 15, I'd feel a little better about my choices...but I'm happy w/ my clothes because new clothes are just super-exciting. :-P
Later and....Lots of Love,
mayme