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so i originally began livejournal as a means of spouting "inappropriate" or very personal things to an audience while maintaining my agoraphobia. i wanted to experiment with honesty and my limitations of self and communications. i have done none of this. which really is so like me.
there are so many things that i want so desperately to share, but i can't figure out how. like i can't figure out how to make the world a better place. there has to be something worthwhile i can do with the resources at my disposal, something to fulfill the burning hunger of under achievement. or maybe just a way of being me.
i'm going to be away from the internet for awhile so if you need to reach me, call.
there are so many things that i want so desperately to share, but i can't figure out how. like i can't figure out how to make the world a better place. there has to be something worthwhile i can do with the resources at my disposal, something to fulfill the burning hunger of under achievement. or maybe just a way of being me.
i'm going to be away from the internet for awhile so if you need to reach me, call.