Aug 16, 2004 19:21
i've come to believe that it is important to kiss the people you love goodbye. there has been much talk of death lately, my mom went as far as to say that i shouldn't kiss her dead body on the lips. i agreed to her request but am unsure whether or not i would in connection to other people in my life. my mom isn't someone i really feel comfortable kissing on the lips anyway.
the last couple of week the idea has been marinading in my head. what is my last memory of someone and is that memory satisfying in the context of our relationship? this might not be a great plan but it is a plan none the less.
i'm tired of things being hard. why can't things be simply challenging. i like challenging, i hate what is going on now.