May 11, 2004 14:21
Hi peoplez.... ok so today at school has been horrbiel.. this is my last clss and i cant wait to go home and sulk somemore. FUN FUN FUN. but to my suprise i just looked on my H drive at school and ed left me a note saying he wants to talk to me tonight.... part of me is going * OOOOOMMMMMMMMGGGGGG I WANT U BACK PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ" but then i realize lol that i cant beg... im just gonna play it off cool. I love the kid to death. and its hard for me not to be without him. Ppl tell me i can have better but i only want him. i know its selfish too. Ok so today at lunch me and michelle and joey and Ty all went to burger king. hoping my friend time will let me get a lil happy for 30 mins and WAMM hes there! i walk in look at him and just walk past him... WORST felling ive ever had. i just wanted to grab on to his ankle and be all I LOVE U OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG lol but once again im controlling myself... instead i walked in the bathroom and cryed a lil. *sniffle* well YOU PPL NEED TO LEAVE ME COMMENTS DAMMIT lol....anywayz!!!!! catch ya laters...Morgan