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I really really insanly miss him. I miss being held so bad and just hanging out with him. He won't even talk to me anymore and when I try to talk to him he acts like I'm this huge pain in his ass so I'm avoiding talking to him. I was in the hospital the last 2 days and I think I want to tell him but it would be so painful if I told him and he didn't care. But if I don't tell him and he finds out he might get mad. So either way i'm pretty much screwed. Life sucks. Somebody slip him something to make him love me again? please? Only this time love me better and be nicer to me.