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I've never felt this shitty before in my entire exsistence. First time being dumped and I can't stop crying. I tried to stop and not be one of those girls who falls apart but I can't stop crying. What the hell is wrong with me? It took me a year before I had someone who looked past my friends and said "oh, look. there's someone else here" Every has always been in love with Azaria, Sarah or Charley. HELL! He liked Sarah and dated Charley before he realized I even fucking exsisted.
He tells me liked Amber when we were going out. I told him he could tell me stuff now that we weren't together anymore and he told me she had "A great face, great body and great personality" She is REALLY skinny, gorgeous and she's tiny. She's got a cute thing going on. I have this " I have gorgeous, risk taking friends, who everyone is in love with and when they've dated at least one of my friends, once in a blue moon, someone might realize I exsist." thing going on. I just need to rant and cry and all this stuff cause thats what I do.
I really miss him. He was my first everything and I want him to be with me. more then anything I want to be held and have him talk to me and love me. But he doesn't. I need to go ball again. love you guys.
He tells me liked Amber when we were going out. I told him he could tell me stuff now that we weren't together anymore and he told me she had "A great face, great body and great personality" She is REALLY skinny, gorgeous and she's tiny. She's got a cute thing going on. I have this " I have gorgeous, risk taking friends, who everyone is in love with and when they've dated at least one of my friends, once in a blue moon, someone might realize I exsist." thing going on. I just need to rant and cry and all this stuff cause thats what I do.
I really miss him. He was my first everything and I want him to be with me. more then anything I want to be held and have him talk to me and love me. But he doesn't. I need to go ball again. love you guys.