Mar 10, 2006 19:02
I really do love him. I love being with him. I don't want to leave. I don't want anyone else. I don't work without him. He's the only one who makes me feel comfortable. I don't want to cause him stress. I want us to be happy together.
But he doesn't 100% believe any of that. So he gets frustrated with me, and in return I act irrationally and say things I don't mean in the heat of the moment. Someday I'll learn to stop. And I hope that someday he'll believe me when I say that I love him completely and I'm here to stay.