Harumph!
100... 99.... 98.... blackout.
one week from tomorrow and im going under the knife. im scared. ive done this before, so it should be easy, right? well, its not. im scared to death. i was up late last night becuase i had a mini-panic attack over thinking about my stupid surgery. its just the thought of falling asleep and suddenly waking up and not being able to move your leg that just makes me feel so uneasy.
its not major, but it just scares me is all.
i hate people who bother me about stupid things.
This guy at work wants me to go out with him and i dont know how to say know. im really not interested in him. im stalling as best i can.
i got a new dress suit thing from goodwill yesterday. i took all the buttons off it and i am putting other ones on. im trying to be productive with my pre-op time.
I guess thats about all that is happening in my little corner of the world.
enjoy the warmth and such!!
one week from tomorrow and im going under the knife. im scared. ive done this before, so it should be easy, right? well, its not. im scared to death. i was up late last night becuase i had a mini-panic attack over thinking about my stupid surgery. its just the thought of falling asleep and suddenly waking up and not being able to move your leg that just makes me feel so uneasy.
its not major, but it just scares me is all.
i hate people who bother me about stupid things.
This guy at work wants me to go out with him and i dont know how to say know. im really not interested in him. im stalling as best i can.
i got a new dress suit thing from goodwill yesterday. i took all the buttons off it and i am putting other ones on. im trying to be productive with my pre-op time.
I guess thats about all that is happening in my little corner of the world.
enjoy the warmth and such!!