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So here is what I have to say to probably the biggest jerk I’ve ever met in my life. I’m tired of you disrespecting me and thinking it’s funny when I get upset about it. I’m tired of you trying to tell me “it’s okay” once you’ve done something to hurt my feelings or piss me off, it’s okay is something you say to someone who has just apologized to you.. not to someone you have just hurt. Today I found that you went a little bit too far, and as always you told me “I’m sorry” with a big grin on your face, I’m sorry has come to be just one of the easiest things for you to say now, you don’t mean the words when you say it. It’s just the first thing you think of..an instinct after you fuck up, it has no meaning.. I would rather you not even say it since it’s just a big joke or an attempt to brush what I have to say off. Lying, being really gross and annoying is one thing, but doing something disgusting with honestly one of my favorite things in my life is another. If you think putting someones rats balls on their lips is okay, then I’m sorry I’m being over dramatic which I know someone is going to tell me. I have a huge painful rash now on the corner of my mouth from it , and just knowing what it came from makes me want to die a little inside. When I showed you the rash you even tried to brush that off by saying “oh it will go away in an hour…”. I don’t fucking care if it goes away in two minutes. You are sick in every way, and I love my bert, and you had to make something sick of it. I’m sorry you feel that you should just be able to do things like that to me, and I’m sorry that you feel I should just let you have your fun, and oh so sorry that I cant just laugh about it and let you continue, and sorry if you read this and think I’m being a bitch or over reacting.