i think its something positive and negitive too.
So many unconfessed emotions will drive you crazy. they all become a big bundle of mush that you cant figure out what emotion goes to what action. its a complicated situation. i hate how i dont tell people how an event er something really made me feel, like the whole Bria Clayton thing. I mean its been like a week or two, everything was settled but yet .... i still feel emotion towards it? probably because i held it all in. I think (also) its the thought that he was/is openly willing to sacrifice time and "share" my time with Bria. the person who he KNOWS i can not stand. i should get over it. but its hard to when you see how much he has changed because of that whore. Ok, so the last time he got cought up in a which was with kayla, he didnt listen to me till it was all done . . . and hes not listening now. So what should i do? should i tell him what i see, (and everyone else sees too)? im so confused