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i am so bored. my head hurts so i dont want to play the sims... i kinda want to sleep but then again i dont.... im not sure what to do. no on is on the internet... so i cant talk to any of them. (yawn) someone just like .... pop into my room and tell me what to do... i have been really angerfied lately. last like month. i mean, people who i dont particularly care for, if they do something to annoy me... i get flippin' pissed!! i angers me that feel this way. it angers me more that i dont particularly like people, all except for like three. but what is amazing is i have a new person i despise of greatly, on the top of my list. ug.. someone just strangle my teddy bear. i dont see what the big deal is with this Martha Stewart thing. i mean, i know that she did some bad stuff in the stock market but.. other celebrities do worse. Well i guess they make a big deal out of that too... but still... my head feels really light on one side and heavy on the other... its really weird feeling. everyone is going to that jazz festival.. so i have nothing to do tomorrow. i think i screwed on my brain too tight when i woke up from my nap today. aww and what a great nap... some really weird dreams.. but still great. the other night i had a dream about a gorilla (?!?!?!?!?!) . it was so weird. and a lot of my dreams my friends are trying to kill me. its so weird... maybe secretly they have a death wish to wards me and they send me those dreams to warn me..... (yawn) maybe... just maybe i'll go to sleep. i have too much emotion and thought for my own good.