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I fucking hate feeling this way. Like I am fucking useless I just had a bad flash back from my former employer when I was about to get fired. My former boss fucking hated me which I do not know why she did but I forgive her. My flashbacks always come at night and there is nothing that I can do about that. I have tried every thing to not remember. I just want to be normal and get an other job with the flashbacks.