my heart's beating faster
okay so this morning i was actually productive and read 2 of my stories by flannery. and yet... i don't feel all accomplished feeling and happy. iunno... i feel weird today. not physically but like something's wrong and i'll find out about it later. that makes no sense i know. it's weird tho b/c i feel like i don't do a ton of stuff but yet i rarely have free time except at like... 10 at night. this is the first summer i haven't been bored 99% of the time tho and that's great. so i feel like if i stop doing stuff, it'll get too boring... thing is... i might actually get some of this summer reading done or more bassage time. although i'm really good at my bass for someone who's only been playing a month... go figure. iunno... i'm just all blah today. i've got work soon tho, so im going.