you dont feel me like i feel you
Were they wasted words?
The letter. The messages. I kept every single one of them. And whenever I feel alone, it’s the only thing I look up to. I read all of them all over again, every night before I close my eyes.
3 days. All the emotions. All the signs. Was it all temporary just to make me crazy in love? And once you know you stole my heart, you leave me hanging.
Have you ever stop to think about the little things that happened? The piggyback ride? Your hands finding mine under the table in BTC? the last hug in your car before you left ? the message 4 o clock in the morning? Falling asleep on your shoulder? Just sitting together in the dark?
I don’t want to be dramatic. but I just have to let this out. I find it much more painful keeping it inside. Why cant you make me feel like you care? Don’t tell me you love me anymore. I don’t want to hear it. Say it when you really mean it.
Going to Melbourne soon, how do you react? “oh that’s cool”… thanks.. I feel really wanted now… maybe the trip was a bad idea…….
I don’t understand. Am I anything at all?
I’m in love. I’m in pain.
ness...wish you're here now. i need you