No use talking no one is listening

Jul 21, 2005 04:06

I have been thinkin lately i dont want to grow up i dont want to be forgotten i dont want to be in 8th grade i really just want to be a little kid again i really loved it every moment i was never sad i had nothing to worry about i was just my own person in a carefree world IN FACT i dont even think i was EVER sad except when i grew up i realized you cant always be happy a lot of the time im unhappy there is nothing to be happy about There really is nothing to live for i dont think much things are so great. I feel so emo right now but i just realized i cant be anything but emo i really am emo no matter what..Fuck it i wish i was a little kid again in my little world i didnt even care or cared less then i do now. Listeing to old songs like i used to makes me remember how much better off i was when i was 6 and 7 i never tried drugs i never liked boys i thought they were gross..i never thought about problems in fact my worse problem was waking up and not knowing what to wear..gee i miss thouse days i really do.. What the hell has my life come to i know people have it a lot worse off then me im just being emo ignore me and throw me away please forget me forget i even said this i just need to get it all out
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