Somtimes I hate my life
Gah! It wasn't even really my fault this time! Though it's going to be looked that way. Gah! When it rains it pours! That is so true for me. I was with my sister and we were on our way to church when we got into this car accident on the freeway. Okay, so I was speeding, but only like 69 or 70 mph, and the Hybrid in front of my starts to slow down. Okay, so I apply my brakes, I'm like 'No problem, it's just cuz the freeway is a bit crowded.' WRONG! Next thing I know, the Hybrid is nearly at a stop in front of me, there was about 4 car spaces between us, a car on my right and the center divider on my left. I was stuck. I slammed on my brakes but it wasn't enough. I guess I could have pulled my emergency brake, but I didn't have enough reaction time. We collide. Why? Because some stupid black vehical was stalled between lanes and the Hybrid was trying to avoid hitting it. Wonderful, just peachy. This would be my second car accident in 6 months! Not only that, but 6 months from just GETTING my car! My parents aren't home till Thursay, and I was freaking out. My sister was with me! I'm responsible for her, I mean, what if was worse?! No one was hurt, but...I'm so scared now. She could have gotten seriously injuried or died if it was worse...and it would have been all my fault. I could have lost her. And now I don't even really know what to do. The first accident wasn't bad, they guy just my paint on his bumper. But this time, the guy has two black marks on his bumper along with to small round indentations from the bolts that hold my license plate and frame to the front of my car. I don't know what to feel. I feel stupid but at the same time, it's not like the first time where it was obviously my fault. I seriously don't think there was any thing I could have done to prevent it. Oh except: not going to church, getting out of the lane earily like I was planning to, going to choir practice instead of just service, etc. Man, I'm really dreading when my parents come home. They trusted me and look at what happens. And to top all that, it happened yesterday and I had a PreCalc test this morning. Needless to say that my studying was bad because of what happened and that I was completely f**ked when it came to the test. Why does this always happen to me!?