i should tell you i'm disaster.
Ok so lately everything sucks. Massively. So bear with me, here goes...
-I've had a chest cold for a few weeks now, it won't go away but it isn't really changing.
-Working so much is making me exhausted. Especially when I work 14 hours on Saturday, until 1130, then have to get up to work 930-4 on Sunday.
-Tonite was my audition for "Best Little Whorehouse in Texas." I might as well have just picked my nose the whole vocal audition, because I forgot every word as soon as I stepped on stage. EVERY FUCKING WORD. Except for the first word, because it was "Hey" Hopefully knowing a lot of people associated with the show, including director and music director and producer, and having a much better dance audition will help. P.S., I have NEVER forgotten the words.
-Apparently someone seems to be unhappy with me at work. I won't name any names, or even what work, but let me put it this way: I do a lot more in 2 days on the weekend than you do in the rest of the week. So FUCK OFF.
-Billy ate the rest of my New York Super Fudge Chunk ice cream.
-Everyone that I called tonite either "couldn't talk" (some of them, I don't believe) or didn't even answer their phones. Wow, I'm feeling the love. Not.
-The dumb woman at the bank who was helping me open my new account spelled my name wrong and got my address wrong. This, however, I didn't realize until I got home from the bank. I called and got it corrected, but still. She read it off my license, not my handwriting. Hello?
-I have to do a 4 page paper for RNRC tomorrow, analyzing a music video. Woo fucking hoo. I don't really like music videos so much.
-Shannon and Malachi got engaged, which is fantastic. I'm incredibly happy for them and wish them the best. I just hope I don't have to find a date for their wedding, because I can't even find a date for Friday nights. Like anyone is gonna want to go to a wedding with me. Maybe I just won't go. Though I am getting way ahead of myself.
I'm shaking so bad right now. I don't know if its from being emotionally overloaded or what, but I think I just need to go watch some Friends and go to bed.
G'nite, I guess.
-I've had a chest cold for a few weeks now, it won't go away but it isn't really changing.
-Working so much is making me exhausted. Especially when I work 14 hours on Saturday, until 1130, then have to get up to work 930-4 on Sunday.
-Tonite was my audition for "Best Little Whorehouse in Texas." I might as well have just picked my nose the whole vocal audition, because I forgot every word as soon as I stepped on stage. EVERY FUCKING WORD. Except for the first word, because it was "Hey" Hopefully knowing a lot of people associated with the show, including director and music director and producer, and having a much better dance audition will help. P.S., I have NEVER forgotten the words.
-Apparently someone seems to be unhappy with me at work. I won't name any names, or even what work, but let me put it this way: I do a lot more in 2 days on the weekend than you do in the rest of the week. So FUCK OFF.
-Billy ate the rest of my New York Super Fudge Chunk ice cream.
-Everyone that I called tonite either "couldn't talk" (some of them, I don't believe) or didn't even answer their phones. Wow, I'm feeling the love. Not.
-The dumb woman at the bank who was helping me open my new account spelled my name wrong and got my address wrong. This, however, I didn't realize until I got home from the bank. I called and got it corrected, but still. She read it off my license, not my handwriting. Hello?
-I have to do a 4 page paper for RNRC tomorrow, analyzing a music video. Woo fucking hoo. I don't really like music videos so much.
-Shannon and Malachi got engaged, which is fantastic. I'm incredibly happy for them and wish them the best. I just hope I don't have to find a date for their wedding, because I can't even find a date for Friday nights. Like anyone is gonna want to go to a wedding with me. Maybe I just won't go. Though I am getting way ahead of myself.
I'm shaking so bad right now. I don't know if its from being emotionally overloaded or what, but I think I just need to go watch some Friends and go to bed.
G'nite, I guess.