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I was reading a lot of my old journals today. Man, they are fuckin great. Some of them are hilarious and a lot of them bring back a lot of feelings and memories. I think they might be helping let go a little bit. After reading them, I feel a little better. It is kind of like, we had our time. And that time was incredible -- nothing will EVER compare. But I think the time might be over. I don't think that it really bothers me beig just friends -- I just don't know if we can be just friends and all three of us work together. It is weird. I kind of feel like you have replaced me and all the feeling and emotion we shared over the past 14 months. I don't get how you could replace that emotion and stuff in a couple weeks. Maybe it is your way of moving on, but just know that no one and nothing could EVER EVER EVER replace you or the feelings I had (have) for you. Nothing.