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Im over it all. Who cares about them if they r going to let words get between us then we were never friends at all. I have better things to worry about. So from now more negativity out of me im going back to the old chipper Maria
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It feels like you never cared at all. Like all we did and shared ment nothing to you. Those rings we bought together, the endless pictures we took, the concert..... It feels as though you were just hanging with us because it gave you something to do. It hurts. I trusted you, a hell of alot faster that I normally do. And this bs makes me realize why I do that. When you thought I was crien before the Toga Party, while i sat sitting next to Jo's comp, and you seemed so sypathetic. Even though it was just the make-up messin with me, you acted as though you were worried, but now it feels like you coulda gave 2 shits less. I just don't know how to take this all in. So, if you are mad at me then please hold it in and deal with it on you owns terms. I have said things in anger about you and I wish I hadnt. They are my problems and shouldnt have said them. I hope you can feel the same way about all of us. If you are mad, then thats fine. But the constant bashing isnt going to help anyone or thing. If you wanna try to make at least peace then you know how to get ahold of me.
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I tried to stay out of this and all. But I know, once you talk shit about one person behind their back, you do it to everyeone. And that just isn't right.
I don't want to get into this, but I have a feeling I should. So, here goes:
What you did is down right wrong, and to now say fuck them in the end bacuse you really can't understand why the are mad and don't want to make ends, after everything everyone has done you you, how could a human being do that? Really? They listen to your probelms and try and help you out, give you a place to stay, fucking buy you shit, everything best friends [that you could just say is your family] do.
But they never talked shit the way you did. nope. They kept it in, or just told one person. And didn't try to start anything between friends over you.
I honestly thought you were a down right awesome chic, but then again, I must be wrong, because, awesome chic are like Sarah and I, and we couldn't do that to anyone.
you hurt more than you realized. And scars like that are not ment to heal.
And it isn't over just one person either, everyone has gotten tired of the, I am going to bitch about everything, talk shit to anyone becaue you are having a bad day, fucking everything.
and you use people badly. I don't like users...
The world doesn't revolve around one person. And you need to come to realize that.
And then, when you do, I know everyone will want to hang with you, but unitl then, i think it would be best to just not mention them anymore.
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Fucked.
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