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why do i feel so helpless? i feel like my whole life is crashing...nothing is right...everything is o so wrong....the only thing i look forward to anymore is going back to bed or napping because this is the only time i feel sane...when my mind is blank and unable to think...i hate my life..i hate my body..i hate my job....i hate living at home....i hate my sister's situation...i hate my situation.....i hate talking about it....i hate being asked about it.....i hate so much..and i hate that!!....i used to be such a loving person, so full of live, love, and hope and now nothing..........i am so negitive, i hate myself.i have nothing going for me here, nothing, i know yes i have two cars which i paid for myself, a college degree, a fun job where i make decent money, money saved in the bank, somepeople who love me,....but i am not happy That material crap mean nothing to me!! I am not try to sound like a depressed emo girl here but that is exactly what i am...depressed
don't feel sorry for me though, i deserve any card that are delt!
don't feel sorry for me though, i deserve any card that are delt!