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six shifts at xs later
i'll be honest, half the time i feel as though a little more of my soul dies every time i set foot in the place
but yesterday i looked at craigslist postings for new orleans volunteering and i remembered why i'm doing this.
i haven't felt like going out at all lately... and i'm torn on whether this is a positive or negative development. most people would see the lack of alcohol consumption as a good thing, yet at the same time i feel like i lost enthusiasm somewhere.
i had a dream the other night that americorps was ending all over again. i can't believe it's over-- this thing that became my life-- when i was encased by it, the program was everything. now it's just another experience with a beginning and an end.
it is 7:17 am, i am eating a breakfast entirely stolen from xs and preparing to take a bus to tour goucher college.
i'll be honest, half the time i feel as though a little more of my soul dies every time i set foot in the place
but yesterday i looked at craigslist postings for new orleans volunteering and i remembered why i'm doing this.
i haven't felt like going out at all lately... and i'm torn on whether this is a positive or negative development. most people would see the lack of alcohol consumption as a good thing, yet at the same time i feel like i lost enthusiasm somewhere.
i had a dream the other night that americorps was ending all over again. i can't believe it's over-- this thing that became my life-- when i was encased by it, the program was everything. now it's just another experience with a beginning and an end.
it is 7:17 am, i am eating a breakfast entirely stolen from xs and preparing to take a bus to tour goucher college.