far out
this last month has been so full on and draining. Tahlia is now almost 100% better which is great. The poor girl has gone through alot the past wk and a bit. Then with the 3 kids getting the tummy bug together...ick.
Zaiden has ended up burning his tummy, so even after 1 wk everytime he tries to eat or drink he vomits it back up. He is on medication now to try and fix the problem. Must be terrible tasting tho,he is so good with taking medicine. But with this i need to pin him down and pretty much force him to have it.. I hate doing it, but i know it is for the best. The poor boy has lost weight from not being able to eat or have bottles. He still isnt allowed to have bottles, and only to eat high in starch food.
With the kids being sick i have just gotten so tired from it. I have made sure i also looked after myself as much as i could. But regardless, when you have 3 sick children for a while it will take its toll on you regardless, not to mention another reason i would be tired etc anyway. Which then brings me to choices... choices,choices,choices. One that i dont want to make. Because either way i look at it, it doesnt make me happy.
I have had enough of perth, and would love to just go back home. I miss not being around my family. Especially when i go through times like this where i want and need them. As much as i have told Brad i want to go, he wont do it. He doesnt want to miss out on a cpl of days of his home time, to devote to travel, also the roughly 500-1000$ less we would make due to travel. But.. sometimes i just dont care. I just want to go back,whether he likes it or not, because it will make ME happy.
But hey, i have already had MIL tell me how selfish of me that is. To up and leave her and the rest of them, so they cant see the kids...
pffffffffffttttttttttttttttttttttttttt
Zaiden has ended up burning his tummy, so even after 1 wk everytime he tries to eat or drink he vomits it back up. He is on medication now to try and fix the problem. Must be terrible tasting tho,he is so good with taking medicine. But with this i need to pin him down and pretty much force him to have it.. I hate doing it, but i know it is for the best. The poor boy has lost weight from not being able to eat or have bottles. He still isnt allowed to have bottles, and only to eat high in starch food.
With the kids being sick i have just gotten so tired from it. I have made sure i also looked after myself as much as i could. But regardless, when you have 3 sick children for a while it will take its toll on you regardless, not to mention another reason i would be tired etc anyway. Which then brings me to choices... choices,choices,choices. One that i dont want to make. Because either way i look at it, it doesnt make me happy.
I have had enough of perth, and would love to just go back home. I miss not being around my family. Especially when i go through times like this where i want and need them. As much as i have told Brad i want to go, he wont do it. He doesnt want to miss out on a cpl of days of his home time, to devote to travel, also the roughly 500-1000$ less we would make due to travel. But.. sometimes i just dont care. I just want to go back,whether he likes it or not, because it will make ME happy.
But hey, i have already had MIL tell me how selfish of me that is. To up and leave her and the rest of them, so they cant see the kids...
pffffffffffttttttttttttttttttttttttttt