So alone
I've been in fights before but non that made me hurt so bad as this one. Not being allowed to mess up in life or even in a friendship is not fair at all. Now I sit here on a thursday night all alone and there is nothing I can do about it. Nothing hurts more then having a glimmer of hope and then having it ripped away like your heart is some kind of game. My friend that is mad at me had ignored me sense the fight. Fine, whatever if that's what she wants but to turn around and ask my best friend to do everything with her is another story. I know its not fair to ask Laura not to do anything with her because its not her fault but it does not make it hurt any less. I feel like my heart is just a game and my friendship was nothing to her. Now both of my friends are out having fun. My best friend and love of my life is in Traverse City and I sit here alone. Just in time to think about everything I sopposedly did wrong. Does it get any better then this?