May 16, 2005 15:11
where the hell do i begin.. i hate my life so fuccking bad right now i cant even describe it!! alright.... i messed up, i'm stupid... i'm never trusting anyone ever again as long as i live!!! things couldnt get any fuccing worse!!!!! i give up on life!! i was wrong... okay i admit it... i did something stupid... what else can i say??? and i dont care.. people can think whatever they want! and even tho i could do the same to a certain person, im not gunna tell anyone everything you've ever said to me and confided in me because unlike you im not a complete asshole and i dont go against my word! once someone betrays u like this is almost impossible to ever trust anyone ever again.... i gave my trust too easily. i just feel like crying riight now and i think im about to.. its gunna take a hell of a long time to straighten this up. i quit! i really do.. my life is fucking over... and to that one person who cant keep a fucking secret, i'd really like to thank you! and you can say goodbye to who you like because Lord knows they think your completely ignorant! and i doubt theyre talking to you any time soon. how stupid could i possibly be? i mean, granted this is my fault.. but thats for me to say. not people who have no clue whats going on!
oh whatever. i just.... i made a stupid decision.. once again thats something for me to say and now people can think less of me all they want. those who matter will realize it was a mistake and everyone makes them! =*(
MY LIFE IS FUCKED!