Jan 31, 2005 18:14
it's funny how you can know someone for a really long time and all the sudden look at them in a different way. like....like they weren't the same person that they were yesterday, even though nothing has changed. and from now on, everytime you see them you wish you saw them like you used to but all you can think about is how they will never be the same again.
and then again, there are some people that you try to change. people that you desperately want to think differently about and just want to STOP thinking about them all together, but you still can't, no matter how hard you try. they will always stay the same. but you try to change them all the same, you really do, you try really really hard so you won't be the person they always will be and it doesn't work. it just doesn't.
life is so complicated