it feels good feelin good again.
lets see here work and school is all I ever do, my mondays and wednesdays are tireing but worth it.
I still have yet to talk to mikey about us, we wanted to do a week day meet up in austin, but im way too busy tthis week/weekend. He called me yesterday(2 x) and I didnt answer....I dunno I just feel like if I do talk to him,it will hurt more. like last thursday when I talked to him I just didnt want to do anything and ended up grumpy and sleepy. Blah. Im moving officially on the 30th I cant fucking wait!
Ive been making some good tips at sonic, and that makes me hella happy. I heard there might be a storm this weekend for ACL, sooo I hope its overcast and feels semi breezey instead of sweaty and humid and sun beaming down hot.
Oh yeh! i started running (before me and mikey broke up) and now since we did break up, it has helped me motivate myself to run almost everyday (minus weekends) and stop eating sonic food. now im at my ideal weight, 110!(well 109 but we can round up) thats good considering i was about to be over 120 a mmonth ago.
Im glad. that makes me happy with myself working hard at working and running has made me feel alot better about myself.
Amazingly I dont feel as sad as I think i should about me and mikey. my mind is open and if we're meant to be it will work itself out, if not at least I have one badass/hot/wonderfull/great guitar player best friend.
and to all my friends by that are by my side, thank you :)
I still have yet to talk to mikey about us, we wanted to do a week day meet up in austin, but im way too busy tthis week/weekend. He called me yesterday(2 x) and I didnt answer....I dunno I just feel like if I do talk to him,it will hurt more. like last thursday when I talked to him I just didnt want to do anything and ended up grumpy and sleepy. Blah. Im moving officially on the 30th I cant fucking wait!
Ive been making some good tips at sonic, and that makes me hella happy. I heard there might be a storm this weekend for ACL, sooo I hope its overcast and feels semi breezey instead of sweaty and humid and sun beaming down hot.
Oh yeh! i started running (before me and mikey broke up) and now since we did break up, it has helped me motivate myself to run almost everyday (minus weekends) and stop eating sonic food. now im at my ideal weight, 110!(well 109 but we can round up) thats good considering i was about to be over 120 a mmonth ago.
Im glad. that makes me happy with myself working hard at working and running has made me feel alot better about myself.
Amazingly I dont feel as sad as I think i should about me and mikey. my mind is open and if we're meant to be it will work itself out, if not at least I have one badass/hot/wonderfull/great guitar player best friend.
and to all my friends by that are by my side, thank you :)