you speak the unspeakable through
Forgive my frequent posting and overbearing presence on your friend's page. I find myself with a lot to talk about as of late.
I had more fun tonight on WoW than I have in a very, very long time. Fun, happy, smiling, laughing ... I'd almost forgotten what that was like. No worries, just enjoyment. It just makes me happy, like the world (my world) is functioning as it should.
I listened to Stephen's cd today and while I loved much of what he put on there, the thing I loved the most were the comments and notes that went along with each song. He's so uplifting and positive and the effort and care he put into his selections just blew me away. That he cares so much and shows it ... I find myself at a loss for words constantly lately and, while I wish I could find new ways to express how amazing it makes me feel and how awesome he is, that I can't is pretty amazing in itself. It's rare that I stumble upon something so unique that I can't find the words to express what it means to me.
I got teary-eyed around Anna Nalick. So many of the things he said were so spot on and while some of it made me sad, he was right ... there was a definite rising action in the progression, a rising out of the depths to come out somewhere inspirative, a place grounded in love and acceptance. It was really quite beautiful and emotional and I loved it. Sadly, I don't think I quite communicated just how much of an impact it had on me and what it meant. Sometimes words fail me when I need them most.
I feel like all I do lately is talk about Stephen and while that makes me feel a bit silly and a little vulnerable, I need to get over that. To paraphrase his words, this has been the most important topic of my life lately and it's not every day you meet your twin. If someone makes you happy on a daily basis, why wouldn't you want to shout it from the rooftops?
I had more fun tonight on WoW than I have in a very, very long time. Fun, happy, smiling, laughing ... I'd almost forgotten what that was like. No worries, just enjoyment. It just makes me happy, like the world (my world) is functioning as it should.
I listened to Stephen's cd today and while I loved much of what he put on there, the thing I loved the most were the comments and notes that went along with each song. He's so uplifting and positive and the effort and care he put into his selections just blew me away. That he cares so much and shows it ... I find myself at a loss for words constantly lately and, while I wish I could find new ways to express how amazing it makes me feel and how awesome he is, that I can't is pretty amazing in itself. It's rare that I stumble upon something so unique that I can't find the words to express what it means to me.
I got teary-eyed around Anna Nalick. So many of the things he said were so spot on and while some of it made me sad, he was right ... there was a definite rising action in the progression, a rising out of the depths to come out somewhere inspirative, a place grounded in love and acceptance. It was really quite beautiful and emotional and I loved it. Sadly, I don't think I quite communicated just how much of an impact it had on me and what it meant. Sometimes words fail me when I need them most.
I feel like all I do lately is talk about Stephen and while that makes me feel a bit silly and a little vulnerable, I need to get over that. To paraphrase his words, this has been the most important topic of my life lately and it's not every day you meet your twin. If someone makes you happy on a daily basis, why wouldn't you want to shout it from the rooftops?