the faceless forces around us say "too bad for you ..."
Alright, this is gonna be kinda brief cause I feel like hammered poo. The nausea is starting to kick in which scares me because I can feel that the pill has started to take effect (drowsy, light-headed) but the pain hasn't really started to disappear. I haven't really had a super bad migraine in quite some time, so I'm probably due for one ... fuck me. I am so not in the mood for more toilet bowl theatrics, I have way too much effing homework. I think I probably exacerbate the situation, something my father has told me for years - like when I get the pain and it comes at a particularly bad time or if I'm alone or if I have lots of school crap to worry about I make it worse by stressing out. Ick. :-(
Anyway, today was fun. I'm glad that classes are winding down, I am so unbelieveably over this semester. Like ... it's been good in the sense that Carlos and Michaela have come out of it, I wouldn't trade that for anything, but it's been soooooooo damn tedious and like the material is just lame and omg, I'm gonna fall asleep. Class was mostly boring; as hot as my Anth teacher is, his hotness just isn't enough to amuse me on its own anymore. He seems like a nice guy, but it's so painfully obvious how new to the whole teaching thing he is.
After class I met Carlos with his hackysack buddies and he tried to coax me into trying it but a.) I was in a dress and b.) I just didn't want to. I think he was a little disappointed that I wouldn't try and I felt bad for that. Then we went to his house, just to find out he was locked out which was kind of funny. Especially because I reeeeeeeally had to pee and then we were being awkwardly stared at by his little brother's friends who inquired whether or not I was his girlfriend to which Carlos replied "yes" and then I died. But hell, I'm almost positive his mom already thinks we're dating so ... pssf. I can only imagine how awkward that would be for Carlos to explain, so that's kinda fine by me. His mom is ridiculously adorable and I like her immensely without having even really spoken to her. I didn't say this to Carlos cause he'd think I was strange but she's just ... one of those people that exudes this like positive, beautiful energy. I dunno.
Okay, I think my pain might be starting to lessen and don't wanna chance making it worse by starting at a bright screen. Oh, newly rediscovered LJ love ... how I have missed you ...
Oh, side note ... any Spanish speakers out there know wtf "no sabes cuanto te quiero" means?
Anyway, today was fun. I'm glad that classes are winding down, I am so unbelieveably over this semester. Like ... it's been good in the sense that Carlos and Michaela have come out of it, I wouldn't trade that for anything, but it's been soooooooo damn tedious and like the material is just lame and omg, I'm gonna fall asleep. Class was mostly boring; as hot as my Anth teacher is, his hotness just isn't enough to amuse me on its own anymore. He seems like a nice guy, but it's so painfully obvious how new to the whole teaching thing he is.
After class I met Carlos with his hackysack buddies and he tried to coax me into trying it but a.) I was in a dress and b.) I just didn't want to. I think he was a little disappointed that I wouldn't try and I felt bad for that. Then we went to his house, just to find out he was locked out which was kind of funny. Especially because I reeeeeeeally had to pee and then we were being awkwardly stared at by his little brother's friends who inquired whether or not I was his girlfriend to which Carlos replied "yes" and then I died. But hell, I'm almost positive his mom already thinks we're dating so ... pssf. I can only imagine how awkward that would be for Carlos to explain, so that's kinda fine by me. His mom is ridiculously adorable and I like her immensely without having even really spoken to her. I didn't say this to Carlos cause he'd think I was strange but she's just ... one of those people that exudes this like positive, beautiful energy. I dunno.
Okay, I think my pain might be starting to lessen and don't wanna chance making it worse by starting at a bright screen. Oh, newly rediscovered LJ love ... how I have missed you ...
Oh, side note ... any Spanish speakers out there know wtf "no sabes cuanto te quiero" means?