Numbness.............
Well...this has been a pretty crappy thanksgiving break..
I get back to school and all i do is feel numb. I can't work I can't do anything but think of that beautiful face i saw for the LAST time on Saturday and it hurts. I thought i was getting better and stronger but I feel worse today than anyday. I can't believe this happened. After watchin 12 news last night... i haven't spoken 10 words at that. This is the hardest thing I have been through. So many thoughts, so many feelings.... WHY??????????? Why Mallo?? I just read her last journal entry and it made it so hard... i'm running out of tears... but i have enough sadness and anger to fill the world right now. All i can do is pray, pray for her, pray for her family, pray for our show and the cast and all those hundreds of friends that Mallo girl had!! Just pray......
Rest In Peace... I love you Mallo!
I get back to school and all i do is feel numb. I can't work I can't do anything but think of that beautiful face i saw for the LAST time on Saturday and it hurts. I thought i was getting better and stronger but I feel worse today than anyday. I can't believe this happened. After watchin 12 news last night... i haven't spoken 10 words at that. This is the hardest thing I have been through. So many thoughts, so many feelings.... WHY??????????? Why Mallo?? I just read her last journal entry and it made it so hard... i'm running out of tears... but i have enough sadness and anger to fill the world right now. All i can do is pray, pray for her, pray for her family, pray for our show and the cast and all those hundreds of friends that Mallo girl had!! Just pray......
Rest In Peace... I love you Mallo!