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i am so proud of teenie! she is doin so GREAT! when i read ashley's journal i started shakin!!!
i ge to see zach in 2 weeks and i really cant wait! i love him so much and it sux that i dont get to see him everyday like i used to! i only get to see him about once a month! i hate being here! not just bc of zach but b/c of everything! no hangin out with frenz and no school no dates with my bf, basically no life! i really hate it here and no one can understand that! everyone thinks that im crazy for hatin it here bc it's the beach! wow the beach i would take frenz and love and the warm feelin back inside me over the beach any day! i miss home so much! i know i know... why lynchburg? it was my home for 11 years, the only place that i ever really knew and now i have to be here on my own tryin to get by in this place with no frenz or no bf! it sux! icry my self to sleep just about every other night! just think that i wont be able to graduate with all of my frenz that i have known since 1st grade(some of ya) and others that i have known for 9 years, no senior prom no senior skip day no beach week no nothin. those things should not be taken away from me! i will wish that i couldve experienced i will think about for the rest of my life! and now my best friend is in the hospital i have no one to talk to. teenie was my life line! i love her so much and plez lord help her to come out of this soon!<33 if only my parents couldve have waited 2 more years and i couldve stayed! but they had to do what they had to do! l8rs!
i ge to see zach in 2 weeks and i really cant wait! i love him so much and it sux that i dont get to see him everyday like i used to! i only get to see him about once a month! i hate being here! not just bc of zach but b/c of everything! no hangin out with frenz and no school no dates with my bf, basically no life! i really hate it here and no one can understand that! everyone thinks that im crazy for hatin it here bc it's the beach! wow the beach i would take frenz and love and the warm feelin back inside me over the beach any day! i miss home so much! i know i know... why lynchburg? it was my home for 11 years, the only place that i ever really knew and now i have to be here on my own tryin to get by in this place with no frenz or no bf! it sux! icry my self to sleep just about every other night! just think that i wont be able to graduate with all of my frenz that i have known since 1st grade(some of ya) and others that i have known for 9 years, no senior prom no senior skip day no beach week no nothin. those things should not be taken away from me! i will wish that i couldve experienced i will think about for the rest of my life! and now my best friend is in the hospital i have no one to talk to. teenie was my life line! i love her so much and plez lord help her to come out of this soon!<33 if only my parents couldve have waited 2 more years and i couldve stayed! but they had to do what they had to do! l8rs!