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ok...so im angry....very very angry and i really dont get angry that often and really try to avoid it because its such an aveirah and bad middah to get into the habbit
i dont understand ppl sometimes...i am so utterly embarrassed that i dont know if i can use this livejournal thing again maybe im overreacting which i probably am but i feel very betrayed
why would someone openly talk about me....i dont understand...u no that im eventually going to read this...is that what u wanted??? id really appreciate confrontataion as opposed to dancing around it...besides the lack of confrontation...what i cannot stand is that when something is bad in a relationship one has with someone...the immediate reaction for ppl is to point fingers...ppl need to look at themselves and look within themselves for their own happiness and satisfaction...its not always someone elses fault even though we'd like it to be...
ive been made into something/some awful person that i do not in any way believe i am and i so upset/sad
ido not know wat to think or feel
i dont understand ppl sometimes...i am so utterly embarrassed that i dont know if i can use this livejournal thing again maybe im overreacting which i probably am but i feel very betrayed
why would someone openly talk about me....i dont understand...u no that im eventually going to read this...is that what u wanted??? id really appreciate confrontataion as opposed to dancing around it...besides the lack of confrontation...what i cannot stand is that when something is bad in a relationship one has with someone...the immediate reaction for ppl is to point fingers...ppl need to look at themselves and look within themselves for their own happiness and satisfaction...its not always someone elses fault even though we'd like it to be...
ive been made into something/some awful person that i do not in any way believe i am and i so upset/sad
ido not know wat to think or feel