I Still Hate Boys
So I had dinner tonight at PF Chang's with a bunch of friends for Christina's 21st birthday and my ex was in the group. He broke up with me 3 weeks ago because I'm not 21, talk about blowing smoke up my ass. I've been very nice to him for the past 4 days in hopes of making tonight less awkward, but no it didn't work. Instead he acted like a giant douche and was checking out every girl that walked by and talking about what he'd like to do to her, even though it would never happen because he is the shyest guy ever. On top of the fact that he was just being fucking rude to me for no reason, like I was being completely nice and just I dunno. I'm about like 90% sure I intimidate the crap out of him because he kept fidgeting, he does that when he's really anxious...I guess I can find some kind of justice in that. I got home and was pretty down (and ridiculously full) and I still am and this guy I started dating like 2 weeks ago who is just turning out to be creepy, well he kept trying to message me and make me feel better when I told him I just wanted to be left alone for awhile, but tomorrow I'm telling him to buzz off. I don't want to be with a guy right now, they only hurt. This sucks, I'm going to go back to sleep and hopefully tomorrow will be a little better.
P.S. - Oh ya...I have to see the old guy at the gym that keeps trying to get my friend to set me up on a date with him. Luckily CJ looks out for me.
P.S. - Oh ya...I have to see the old guy at the gym that keeps trying to get my friend to set me up on a date with him. Luckily CJ looks out for me.